how does it feel??

today I just broke down,
I cried front of the discipline..
talk about my family with them..
and I was out of control..
my tears was keep falling..
I cried for it again and again ..
may I escape ?
I'm misery..
live with hopeless ..
Sad and disappointed again ..
u know how does it feel??!??

Tomorrow

And I wanna believe u
when u tell me that will be ok
Yeah I try to believe u
but I don't...
when u said that is gonna be
it always turn out to be a different way
I wanna believe u
not today today today today..
I don't know how I feel
tomorrow tomorrow..
I don't know what to said
tomorrow tomorrow be a different day ..
it always been up to u
and it turning around is up to me
when I do what I have to do
just don't ..
gimme a little time
Leave me alone a little while
maybe it is not too late
Not today today today today
I don't know how I feel
tomorrow tomorrow ..
I don't know what to said
tomorrow tomorrow be a different day
hey yeah..and I know I'm not ready
hey yeah..maybe tomorrow
hey yeah..I'm not ready
hey yeah..maybe tomorrow
tomorrow it might changed..
Maybe a better day ..

C'est la vie

上个星期,
华文老师叫我们写半命题..
1生活因..而精彩
2家的..
3渴望/期待..
我就选了第三个..
渴望一个小康之家..
写了我心里的感觉..
写着写着也有点感触..
过后第二天,
骏铭看了我的作文,
他还问我是不是真实故事..
他还说很感动..
都不懂是不是真的..
其实对于我家的状况,
我也不是很介意告诉朋友..
很坦然的面对..
觉得..
还有很多人比我更可怜,
更痛苦..
我已经很幸福了..
所以我也要很知足..
C'est la vie!!(这就是人生)